是你的就是你的。。

是你的就是你的。。

想了整个晚上。

可能是看透了。。

放松一点，放开一点

也许会更好，因为

是你的就是你的，不是你的，你怎么努力都不是你的。。

lol... just back from a party,

没有怎样瓜，因为一切都被我预料中了，

女孩子的party ma, == 我又不知道要说什么，每个人一定疯，我又不能阻止，

只能静静看，静静吃算了。。不要白费我的rm50...

去shopping.. 果然，我在她们身边也没有人注意到。。。

好像一个外星人。。 她也没体谅我。。跟着大队。。

算了，回到家了就算了吧，说在多也没用，

冲凉了~~bbbb~

haiz.. 很多东西想说但不能说。。

答应过不再批评你，不再逼你。。 只能自己吞下全部，体谅一下，假装一下，

过了就算了吧

无言。。？

=.=.. 无言。。

Random stuffs? xP

yesterday went swimming with ham and her gangs xP, well, honestly la its not really fun.. but nvm la.. she had fun jiu hao barx.. i cant be so sselfish and angry or pissed or dulan or anything, she happy then im already okkay with it i guess..

well my mum complained that i keep go out sports, she kinda said i cant go out for this week probably, but i always manage to make her change her mind xP wish this friday would work if my hamm wanna go out.. or if i really cant just let them go themselve barx, i believe they wiill still enjoy very much without me d la .. x) k thats all la .. kinda lazy to dig more of my thoughts n feelings out.. haha

lolx.. well nothing mch to talk about gua..?

for the first time i finally won the champiion for the zhu hun competition!!!!

im so happy abt it xDD bt think i gonna stop it edi, cause everyone asked me to "retire when u r at ur peak" so maybe next year imma not going back to the competition edi :), maybe yes, but as a audience most probably xP

well about my brithday...i really donno wad i shuld say.. but still.. thanks for organising this party for me :) ,

but if u gimme 3 birthday wish..
i wish i wont nid to open up my birthday box n prepare the cake myself..
i wish i wont nid to start singing thebirthday song where others looks like they doesnt wan..
and finally.. i wish everyone really treated it as my birthday.. not letting me clean up everything alone.. n just play there..like i doesnt exist at all..

nvmm barx, its over edi :) so just let it past guaa :P

thats all for now.. probably going out to buy shoes later hehe.. byee update nezt time..

绕了一大圈。。还是回到了同样的地点。

我只是想要有一个特别的人在我背后支持我。

给我一种。。即使世界垮了，我还有她陪我前进。

做梦始终会醒来的。。 我也不知道。

我不会关着你，不会让你失去自由。。

只是想。。想有那种拥有你的感觉，不一定要现实。。不一定要压力。只需要你的认同。。

看到你，就有种感觉，

希望你是那个人，什么都不用。 只要有你的支持，

我觉得我是世界上最幸福最强的人。

但。。

我也不会解释。。但也觉得你懂，你不要。..