HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL FREAKOSSS WHEEE =D

BEST WISHESS FROM THE DAMM CJ ;D

A NEW YEAR
A NEW MONTH
A NEW DAY
A NEW LIFE
A NEW DAY TO BUY CJ'S SPECIAL SHIT FROM CJ
A NEW DAY TO SHIT ON UR UNDERWEARS
A NEW DAY TO TASTE SOME MUDS
A NEW DAY TO DRINK SOME PEE
A NEW DAY TO SAY THABK YOU TO CJ FOR UR SHITS AND PEES =D
A NEW DAY 2 BE A FREAKO

WHEEEEEEEE

<3><3 all ;D



WISH EVERYONE HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR BLABLA =D

I been thinking of that thing for quite some times..

i cant say that i regret for what i did
i also cant say that i am satisfy with what i choose..
i just feel nothing..empty..=.=

well THE LAST DAY OF 2008 ;D..wish the last day help mi forget everthing..
WELL HAPPY EARLY NEW YEAR ALL ROARR..

she let mi start crapping like mad..n she ends all my mood of crapping.. LOL..
i rather i never meet her..so things wont turn out like this..
i rather i never know that much about her..== make mi feel like i dont know her at all
helped her..but well she just return 2 him no matter wad..well it cant be helped

sickest holiday i ever have LOL
Craziest..and the most moodless holiday..LOL..
at least i have people like victor..nat aka natellie koh..cyhui jie..binru jie n a lot a lot more..
helping me all the way tis year..well wad i wanna say is THX =D
every single friend makes my life meaningful..not all hahahaha
my parents also make my life better.
i cant imagine a life without them scolding n blablabla around me LOLL
hahaha k le buh buais for now =)

i am back hahahas =)

i am back from my holidays =)
well i deleted someone from my msn n my blog links because i want her 2 dissapear from my life =)
even tho she is once my good friend i dont care ==..she make my life sucks nia =}

jiejie~~ i am back muahahaha miss mi ar =P miss u 2 hahas
well my fans miss my cj's special? OF COURS =D LOLL

today starting 2 repair my mood so that i can concentrade on studies on the day followings =)

woot..i stick to 2C agn sien ==..nvm hahas stay there also good =P

stupid says he in sg .
@ red hill / orchard .
dk leys .
but thn i knw he going home real soon :D
thn i can chat w him & quarrel w him ler !
wheees !
ilovemystupiddidi .

I WANT MY STUPID DIDI !

Stupid didi went travelling ]:
imisshim alotalot !
his position is @ hongkong .
if im not wrong :X
$2 per msg, expensive !
]':
i hate days w/o didi !
day pls go faster ,
i want kuekchaijian to be back faster!

Angels live in heaven
Devils live in hell
Humans live in Earth
I LIVE IN MY STUPID CHEN YI HUI JIEJIE DE WORLD =DDD

LOLL

Wa..today spring cleaning..I AM READY FOR 2ND ROUND LOLLLLL
den 4pm nid swim till 6++ lor
before going swimming going 2 play basketball LOL =P(WHICH YIHUI JIE HATES WHEEEEE)

Well COUNTDOWN 5 MORE DAYS FOR MY DISSAPEARENCE MUAHAHAHAHA

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Rawrs , i whr got say i hate siol !
who ask you pangseh mii ]:
you cannot disappear cause you still gotta sms mi {:


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=P muahahaha that also means u hate bkb when i go bkb mars =P xD
of cours =P later i miss my yi hui jie till die ><>

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meiyou nor , i dont hate bkb O:
die liao how miss O:

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miss with my soul? xD muahahahaha

awwwww another boring day..wad i did well.. easy
sleep
eat
ply com
basketball
watch tv
play pet
do something special(secret talent LOL)
play piano
sweep floor
comfort my bro =)
scold some hum ji noob =D name is lewies thor yun sheng
comfort my stupid yi hui jiejie <3 <3 =)

heres something for my stupid yi hui jiejie..which she misses her maple kor( she forgot name psps) wish she can find her missing feelings tat she misses and her real laughters..i really really hope 2 c them jie..

>>Missing Things<<

A sad heart..
standing on the edge..
wishing him to remember..
wishing him to return 2 her side
wishing him to return the laughters that he stole after he left..
but none of tis come true..
no matter how hard she wishes for..
no matter how many times..
the wishes just never come true..
but a dead soul told the heart..
2 stay alive..
the love tat he gave never left her before..
the laughters that he stole never left her..
the memories that he gave are just hidden in her deep heart's core
the way 2 retrieve back is by stepping out..
stepping out of her miserries
STep out of her sadness
in search for the missing feeling..
in search for the missing voice..
in search of the missing words..

i also hope everyone outside happy =) CHEER UP ALL =D U ALL R THE REASONS THAT I AM STANDING ON MY FOOT NOW..=D

Title :It doesnt means

水至清则无鱼，
人至贱则无敌。
骑白马的不一定是王子，他可能是唐僧；
带翅膀的也不一定是天使——妈妈说，那是鸟人
a person is kind doesnt means that he is a hero
a person is cruel doesnt means that he is a villain
i am here but it doesnt maens that my Heart is here
i am there but it doesnt means that my Heart is here
u tok 2 me doesnt means that u like me
u dun tok 2 me doesnt means that u hate me

Well well..things happen so fast these days..1st is people backstabbing me..2nd is friend deleting me..3rd is kena blame by friends again..4th the friend block me msn,delete mi from her blog author...man...i really dk wad 2 do everything just rush 2 me like dat..all in a day.

Well i still believe in the sentence:Yesterday is the Past,Appriesiate Today,Wish for tomorrow..

Yet my wishes never came true..i wish that everyone would just be fair..a little bit..
n looks like end up i am always the bad guy..lol..idk wad i should do n thing its so..pain ==..


Maybe i just haven't got my lucky yet =)..HAHAHAHAHA..


WELL THERE R STILL SUPPORTERS OUTSIDE FOR ME =DDDDD ALOHAAA ALL
HOW R U ALL =D?
maybe i left out some of my friends..i going 2 reoay their care for me..
i still be wishing for tomorrow LOL its not like the END FOR ME?!?!?! ROARRR IT WONT MUAHAHAHAHAHA BYEBYE ALL =D i post later

Losing u as a friend

Title: Losing u as a friend

losing u akin of losing my life
losing u akin of losing my memories
losing u akin of losing my happiness
losing u akin of losing everything precious
losing u is just like a body with brain without a Heart
losing u is just like a bird without wings
losing u is just like a world without light
i am the earth
ur the sun
if there is no son,
there is no me
if there is no u
there is no me..
there is nothing but u in my life
there is nothing but ur smiles in my eyes
there is nothing but ur words in my ear
there is nothing but ur love in my Heart
i once have lost..
its u..who shine my way.
its u..who bring mi back 2 life
its u..who make my life shine
its u..who make everything seems perfect..
its u..who make the world turn green
there is nothing except a shell inside of mi after u left.
there is nothing but a dead soul in me after u left
there is nothing..but a sorrow sad soul crying for u..after u left

WELL heres come nth =D

i read through some blogs n i think i wont gonna crap that much..its not really that meaningful =)

there r so many things i will like 2 appriesiate than my craps..like my frens my gans =)..its so happy that i have them n TO ALL WHO R SAD OUTSIDE-->FORGET THE PAST..APPRIECIATE TODAY..WISH FOR TOMORROW..EVEN ITS TOUCH..U MUST STAND WADEVER COST IT TAKES..THATS WADS SPECIAL IN ALL HEARTS OF HUMAN..THE POWER OF GENEROUS..

TO DARE TO SPEAK UP FOR URSELF..(i speak up 2 my parents 2 xD n i got quite a special respond hehe) U DONT KNOW WAD WILL HAPPEN IF U NEVER TRY..ITS BETTER THAN TRY THAN SUFFERING FOR THE REST OF UR LIFE..SO SPEAK UP ALL PEOPLE WHOS OUTSIDE THERE SPEAKK UP FOR URSELF !! EXPRESS WHO U R !!!! DUN BE AFRAID I AM ALWAYS THE 1 HU WILL DO THIS STUPID THING..SPEAK UP FOR MYSELF..DO WADS RIGHT..DONT HESITATE FOR JUSTICE..

Friends is one of the thing that makes us stand..even if they r just internet friends..there are some who truely appriesiate u and treate u with their heart....u must appriesiate them...do not lost track of ani friends who r backing u up..as u know..true friends always back u up when ur down..even u dun know and maybe u even blame them..they will still be there for u..no matter what..


Family..if weren't them..ur wont be standing here toking 2 me..respect them..love them..sometimes they maybe blame u for no reasons but u must know..they r having a hard time working..the blames they r carrying is much more than urs..y cant u just carry some of their tiredness for them? they also dont mean 2 scold u or anithing =)

woah sounds so crap right? i have no time 2 type that much today haha xD tis is just for fun =P expressing the mood i having now..=P kays le byebye all xD

Been requested 2 say tis =D

I <3333 my STUPID YI HUI JIE 4EVER <33
WO AI NI
WO HEN AI NI
WO ZUI AI NI JIEEEEEEEE

<3333 U 4EVER =DDDD NO MATTER WHAT I WILL ALWAYS BE THE 1 HU LOVE U THE MOST =) =D

pet CRAP

Hey CJ take a look at my new pet!
wow its a spider 0.0..nice *step on it* WHOOPS my bad

NOOOOOOO..XIAO QIANGGG TT..nvm i got a new XIAO QIANG XD <3 woot ="=",,where" hair ="D" did ="=".." blood ="="..even" enouff ="D">